The paradox between the finite and the infinite
is not to be resolved while we are in human form.
Ann: Jesus, I can’t seem to get myself here, but I have felt your presence.
Jesus: Yes, and you will continue to do so, for I never leave those who ask for my help. It is difficult to be spirit and human, to adjust to living in two worlds, and so it is natural to run back and forth between the two.
And that is what many of you are attempting to do now. Disillusioned by the sad state of human “evolution,” and exhausted from solitary efforts to immerse yourself in Spirit, you leave, then return, then leave again never sure that you are actually receiving Spirit’s love.
My children, this is the essence of human existence, the paradox between the finite and the infinite, not to be resolved while we are in human form.
Do not doubt the presence of Infinite Love - or my fidelity and understanding of the difficulties you face in treading the two pronged path assigned to every human/spirit being.
As the futility of human efforts sink in, you will find yourself coming closer and closer until one fine day you will awake and find yourself on Spirit’s team, not just for the moment, but for the long haul, wherever that may take you until you retransition back to spirit form where doubts and seemingly eternal questioning will die a natural death.
Have you never considered that the trials that beset even the most privileged among you serve to throw your own powerlessness into high relief? I don’t say that these are sent to you for that purpose, for Spirit does not have a scale of justice based on punishment and rewards.
Instead Spirit simply lets experience invite you to turn towards you own eternal reality, for that is reward enough, a joy beyond imagining.
So choose now to solve all your dilemmas with the simple phrase, “Not my will but thine be done.” And not because Spirit has demanded total obedience, but because you have recognized your true self as a loving disciple of the Loving Presence.
It is then that you will feel the relief of coming home, of being with friends of your heart, your family of origin, the clan and tribes of your spiritual brothers and sisters.
When true vision is aligned, the anxiety of separation is relieved. So let’s go back to where we started. Do not be concerned with what may seem to be the absence of Spirit in your life because, wherever you are, I, Spirit's Emissary, am with you. I and our Creator reside within you and all of God’s creations. Our joy is yours for the asking.
September 5, 2023